Dominic was key, because of his size,
the best summer me and my brothers ever had.
We built an acrobats' seesaw (with cushions!)
after watching Ed Sullivan one Sunday night.
First, he flipped Tommy over the fence
into the weird neighbors' plastic pool.
And Tommy had to go back and apologize,
my Mom mad at him for yet more mayhem.
Al broke his leg, trying to wriggle out a double.
Edgar gladly took the bottom of the totem pole,
as long as he was safe from the seesaw.
He should have been born a tree. Redwood.
Me? I was small. They called me Flea.
"Flea, you got to learn how to land on Tommy
standing on Edgar....flying 30 feet in the air,"
said Dominic. Yeah, man. Great plan.
And so I learned to fly. Roll and twist
and somersault in turbulence and cloud.
We gave ourselves Polish names:
Domski, Tomski, Edgarski, Fleaski.
(Alski was injuredski) Fun. You know?
Laughing, breathless, dangerous fun.
The best kind! We were no scientists,
but we were the center of the Earth.
All the kids wanted a turn on the seesaw,
as if it jumped them to another world.
60 years later, I can say, maybe it did.
We kept it to ourselves. Like an altar?
Then, Dominic bought a car. He found
all the away from home. The oldest,
first gone, the way it's always been.
We all knew it the day we were born.
Edgar took his place, but lacked weight.
We would land back in place to launch him
up past the telephone wires, waiting
for his return. We flew higher than ever.
Then Edgar left for college. Scary.
The world was chewing on our house.
Al, Tommy and me knew we were next.
They get more jumpy living out there.
Poor Al got busted for selling pot.
Never saw any of my brothers cry before.
He gave me his cape. And his ballet shoes.
Al was terrible on the seesaw. Distracted.
Tommy went to the local junior college,
but with work and all, I never saw him.
The seesaw didn't move for years,
then Dad sawed it up, threw it away.
Dominic became Mr. Big. Edgar sang
in TV commercials. Al cleaned windows.
Tommy tore it up in the real estate game.
And I became a circus performer.
There's a lot more, but it doesn't matter.
Never was a center of the Earth like that!
Everyone was legend...a long time ago.
I never wanted to be anybody else.